Why I loved Death

Why I loved Death

Since my puberty I hear

"You’re too much for me, do not come near"

They were afraid of strong feelings,

ecstatic passions that pierce the ceilings

They were afraid of the edges living

Running away from life’s dealing

So, in love with Death I fell

Grabbing a cause to rebel

I loved midnight rides

I loved fast cars

Super loud music

Poetic rock stars

I loved abandonment

And walking away

And all the mornings that were gone ashtray

I loved hurting

And being hurt

And all the men that shared my bed

I loved those who wanted to thrill me

But mostly those who wanted to «kill» me

Then I realized that Death loved me back

He was always there watching my track

"Something is wrong with you", he said

"You throw away all the love you get"

I was the one who was afraid to love

Cause Love is Death and Death is Love